May 7, 2010

Home..=).

it has been 1 and 1/2 days since i back KK, well, 1st of all i thank God for the safe and blessed journey..Amen.=). eat a lot 1st day of arrival..i was full till no space left in the stomach..sigh. thanks to y family (especially mum), prepared the nice home cooked food.. cool. i wasn't in the mood, it was just a normal mood, maybe get used to it already lar..it was not as exciting as before, didn't get the warm welcome perhaps..ahah. its ok. =).

the living room has change its position (for feng shui i gues).. new style of environment.. the rest, my room, kitchen an etc still the same.. kinda missed my room and it is still HOT as it was..fuh. couldn't sleep well in the morning, thought can sleep more in the morning, but HOT like sauna man..perhaps the rooftop have to let open bah, then got air come in and out..i'll get this suggestion to my mum, make a proposal..anyhow, i am grateful i have my own room, better than last time lar..i can have a peaceful and quiet time for God. =).being alone and find peace is good for ourselves i believe.. it is good for a peaceful soul and mind..however, 1 thing never change, my room still messy as it was (seems ok for me)..ahah. but no worries, still can fit it 1 or 2 more dudes here..=).

ahhh..holiday, how i wish can go out vacation some place can relax my mind.. been tired thinking a lot of stuffs.. not saying stress.. gotta find job soon, and settle things that need to be settled 1st. hope this holiday will be different from preceded holidays.. wish i can be busy working or do something good for myself.. what more can i say here.

well, here's the last:
wish you all a very happy and blessed H O L I - D A Y..!! take extra good care yourselves.. for those i will be seeing next time somewhere, some place, see u lar.. GOD BLESS. =).lol. peace.

Best wishes n regards,
AaRoN laMmeRt

May 5, 2010

I am back..!! Hello.. =)

woooouuuuusssshhh..without having realized, it has been 2 m o n t h s......i didn't update this page of life of mine..=). well, the possible and acceptable reason behind this is that i was too busy (studying?futbol-ing?sleeping?paktoh-ing??)..ohoh.time flies, the time i write this page, i will be going back KK for good for the holiday (2months),yes, that means i've finished my semester 6..lol.praise Lord, just pray and hope that this semester will be okay as before..=). Amen.

yeeessss...i am going home, to the place where i belong (Daughtry's song)..lala. will leave on a jet plane. well, going to plan on what to do this coming holiday, work for sure.. because, poket suda mau kosong..O_o. wonder how great God is, for everything He has done to us sinners, just keep believing in Him..every word is a prayer, so be careful of what you say..=).

believe it or not, i've changed, yes, somehow, little by little i've changed..a good change.=). God do all these changes in me, thanks.. i wish to be more matured and grow stronger in faith and in spiritual mind as a Christian..=). yes, surprisingly (for some of u), i am in relationship..tadaa..there i said it, yes, i am in relationship, and for this it is a bless to have a relationship.. keep it honest and as truth as i can.. Lord be with us (me and her).=). Love her so much much.. cherish every moment with her. i am in love, hope and pray it will long last.. frankly say, this relationship have change me, she change me, i believe God wants me to be with her for some reasons.. remember the saying no ones perfect (except Him), but we accept people the way they are.. and we respect them for who they are.=).

again, time flies, most of my friends (futbol friends) is going to graduate soOn, the sad feeling is somehow all around as we all going to separate soon, but i once said to my friend boon ping (captain), "it is a small world".. indeed, it is small, all of us can meet again in the future.. i appreciate every single of them even though i am not chinese, but they all treat me as i am a chinese (i can cope with that)..=). i enjoyed every single thing that we have done together.. may God bless them all in whatever career they will undertake.. Amen.=). i'll remember all of them.. FRIENDS FOREVER..

p/s: remember if want make gathering or reunion, DO INFORM ME early, so i can book my ticket lar..or else, i just swim, then wait 1 month to arrive..=).

Best Regards,
Aaron Lammert
ASAP

Feb 16, 2010

Ash Wednesday: start of Lent Season

Lent Season is the season where all Christians fast and abstain themselves from any sins and repent then return to God..it is a good practice to all Christians out there.we are required to fast for 40days starts from Ash Wednesday until Holy Saturday..fast means we reduce the food we normally take to one meal a day.it may sounds hard especially for those who likes to eat (hhmmm,like me) but it is a to remind ourselves about Jesus death and that to mourn, repent and return to God..Lent period is a good time to reflect ourselves how we lived our life and what we had done for Him..Jesus died on the cross is not without purpose, Jesus bared all of our sins and died on the cross because He loves us.

Let us all fast and abstain ourselves this Lent Season then return to God..invite all family and friends who never practice this Lent Season. Let us all pray for a good faith and may the Good Lord fill us with Holy Spirit throughout our life..turn away from sin and be faithful to the Gospel.

"Remember man you are dust and to dust you shall return" Gen 3:19

Bdw,hope is not to late,even though im not chinese but wish all of u a Happy Chinese New Year and Happy belated Valentine's Day..=). GOD BLESS US ALL..

ASAP

Best Regards,
Aaron S.Lammert.=)

Jan 18, 2010

Please help people in Haiti..Lend a hand,prayer is much needed..

Yes,those people need help badly..the whole world were shocked and perhaps still in the mid of despairing..this shows that our life is uncertain.it could happen to us..then we need other people to help us..and i believe these mother nature tragedy tells us that the world is SOON going to reach its end..have we make our relationship with God yet?repent and pray is the answer..i might not know how the people in Haiti feels,their homes and loved ones had gone.what if these happen to us?we definitely would feel the same way..we are (I am) grateful that we are living in perhaps the most safest place on earth..those children need helps,the kind of protection,foods,health care and at least some basic needs..why done we have more give people who have less,just as John the Baptist said in ancient time.

The world is currently unbalance,rich people getting richer,poor become poorer and poorest..we may laugh now,while other people are struggling for daily life just to get enough food..yes,i know,action speaks louder than words (i love this quote)..i am spreading this because i know i couldn't do anything better to help them than just blogging nonsense in my blog..talk-ing about my boring helpless life..but i believe God the highest has great plan for my life and so do yours..so,i urge u people out there,LEND A HAND..thank u for your support.May Lord hear our prayer,gratefully in Jesus name..Amen. =).

May the good Lord bless the people in Haiti and u always..
ASAP,
Regards,
Aaron S.Lammert.. =).

Jan 11, 2010

My futbol life

yeah, i like futbol @ football @ futsal very much..the kind of sports give me satisfaction while playing..yeh,i may not a great player with a lot of skills and with great achievement,but i believe maybe someday and certain times or at particular events, i am a good player..ahah. =)
well,i started play this kicking ball stuffs when i was 10 years old..i played with hometown friends back home where i stayed.owh,actually i was not into futbol at the first place of sports in my life..i was a track n field 'player',i was a sprinter..the like of 100m,200m,4 x 100m,4 x 200m as well as long jumper.yeah,u heard me..i was quite fast back then.but now...........................no comment. =)
i kinda in small figure when i was 'young', maybe that's 1 good reason why i can run fast..as i entered secondary school,i was still in my running sports..well, at the same time i played futbol for fun..i played futbol more in secondary years..several times represented classes.i started to like sports afterwards..(that's why getting darker lar)..sometimes my mum cannot tahan me everytime and almost everyday involved in school's sports activities..

then,in some years, i expanded my running to long distance..wah..i thanked God for giving me these ability(special power) and i wouldn't realized it if i didn't get involve with it..cool.represented school for few years then running for long distance,the like 5000m,3000m berhalangan..trust me,it was tiring man..well,then perhaps i ended my running career when i really get involved in futbol fully..

i fell in love with futbol because it gives me the highest satisfaction when playing..all the sweats and skills been thrown out.i went for the try outs at school(La Salle-once a La Sallian,always a La Sallian) when i was in form4,it was tough i tell u..a lot of great players were around as i couldn't show my true talent..my talent felt like all tenggelam already..good players came from seniors..well, i thought i would be selected and even some of my dudes thought i've been selected..some of my BFs were selected,yes,of course,they were good players,more experience than me..and still are good players.conclude,i didn't represent school that year..a bit dissapointed.i just watched my team school played and they didn't win the competition.got 2nd place if not mistaken..well..

the next year as the same year i sit for SPM,again i went for selection @ try outs,yes,i was selected..with God's grace,i went all the trainings with great players in the team.futbol training is as tough as it sounds though..the whole period,the whole members were exhausted as compulsory to train hard after school..we were aimed to win all competitions.could not forget some of the team players(including me) trained with a special coach,we all went for experience..the best thing was we were trained by one of the best player for Sabah futbol team,Harun Laban..he's cool and steady..we all like the way he handled our school team..therefore,thanks to him,he brought us to victory as we won for the 1st time in school's history the premier league cup,we became champion..we beat Maktab Sabah (6-0) and drew with All Saints (1-1)..we win by goal differences.All Saints's players were all good players,they were tough competitor..

after all,we went through em..i still remember the moment.all the anticipation and even the supporters..it was 1 of my most great and best memory.i hanged the gold medal in my room (i mean my room back home)..i had to stretch my legs,threw all the sweats and exposed my body to sun just to get the priceless medal of all time..(i would story this to my children)..as the champion of the competition,supposed to bertanding in semenanjung Malaysia,but due to insufficient funds from our school,we eventually didn't go to Selangor..we were all excited of course..but,nvm,final exam was around the corner liao..

i continued playing as i entered form6..played role as a captain but felt sorry for myself,couldn't made far for achievement..i carried out my futbol life when i entered university.this time i get myself into futsal..so,i play a lot futsal then..its good coz i can sharpen my skills in a small field..there i goes,from track n field running fast to long distance then to big field,then to small field.i enjoyed playing,got alot of friends comes from different religious and clan..can get the picture?futbol make friends and indeed it makes the world go around,not only love..yah,love futbol loh then..

played for college (DPP) Proton for 5 consecutive semesters currently,and perhaps will still be playing for the coming semester..tengok dulu lar..well,i am aiming at least 1 medal.i enjoyed playing with my chinese dudes everytime here in college.boon ping would say,"ah,Aaroooon,5 o'clock ah.." =).

well,not all footballers can play forever due to injuries and health problem,so advised to retire..in my case here,im not injured but,seems something with my knees ( lutut ) ligament i gues having problem..i mean both.sometimes i can feel the pain and instability with my knees. i use knee support maybe can ease it from becoming more serious,i hope..pray for me.but i wish don't want play too much already.i need to have a limit playing.anyhow,i'll still continue serving futbol for fun and exercise purposes.. =).keep rocking playing ur sports.

love,
Aaron Lammert..
God bless.ASAP. =).lol..

Jan 4, 2010

Sahabat (friend) -a wonderful story(i believe its a true story)

Ada seorang budak bernama Andy di suatu daerah di Milaor Camarine Sur (Filipina) yang setiap hari mengambil laluan melintasi daerah tanah berbatuan dan menyeberangi jalan raya yang berbahaya di mana banyak kenderaan yang memecut laju. Setiap kali berjaya menyeberangi jalan raya tersebut, budak tersebut pergi ke Gereja setiap pagi hanya untuk menyapa Tuhan. Tindakannya selama ini diamati oleh seorang Pendeta yang merasa terharu melihat dan menjumpai sikap budak yang beriman tersebut.

"Apa khabar kamu,Andy?Apakah kamu akan ke sekolah?" tanya Pendeta itu..

"Ya,Bapa Pendeta!" balas Andy dengan senyumnya yang menyentuh hati Pendeta tersebut. Dia begitu memperhatikan keselamatan Andy sehingga suatu hari dia berkata kepada budak tersebut,
"Jangan menyeberang jalan raya sendirian, setiap kali pulang ke sekolah kamu boleh datang ke Gereja dan saya akan menemani kamu pulang ke rumah dengan selamat."

"Terima kasih,Bapa Pendeta."

"Kenapa kamu tidak pulang sekarang? Apakah kamu tinggal di Gereja setelah pulang dari sekolah?"

"Aku hanya ingin menyapa Tuhan....... Sahabatku."

"Oh,silakan!" kata Pendeta itu kepada Andy.
Dan dengan segera Pendeta itu meninggalkan Andy untuk melewatkan waktunya di depan altar bercakap sendiri, tapi kemudian Pendeta tersebut bersembunyi di sebalik altar untuk mendengarkan apa yang dicakapkan Andy kepada Bapa di Surga.

"Engkau tahu Tuhan,ujian matematikku hari ini sangat buruk,tetapi aku tidak meniru walaupun temanku melakukannya. Aku makan satu kuih dan minum airku."

"Ayahku mengalami kesusahan mencari duit dan yang aku boleh makan hanyalah kuih ini.Terima kasih buat kuih ini Tuhan!"

"Aku tadi melihat anak kucing malang yang kelaparan dan aku memberikan kuihku yang terakhir buatnya.Lucunya,aku tidak begitu lapar."

"Lihat,ini kasutku yang terakhir. Aku mungkin harus berjalan tanpa kasut minggu depan. Engkau tahu ini kasut ini akan rosak,tapi tidak apa-apa..paling tidak aku tetap dapt pergi ke sekolah."

"Orang-orang bercakap bahawa kami akan mengalami musim kemelesatan yang susah bulan ini,bahkan beberapa temanku sudah berhenti sekolah..tolong bantu mereka supaya boleh sekolah lagi,tolong Tuhan?

"Oh ya,Engkau tahu ibu memuluku lagi. Ini memang menyakitkan,tapi aku tahu sakit ini akan hilang, paling aku masih mempunyai seorang ibu. Tuhan,Engkau mahu lihat lukaku? Aku tahu Engkau mampu menyembuhkannya, disini, disini..aku rasa Engkau tahu yang ini kan..? Tolong jangan marah ibuku ya..dia hanya penat dan bimbang akan kesusahan makanan dan biaya sekolahku..itulah mengapa dia memukul aku."

"Oh Tuhan.aku rasa aku sedang jatuh cinta saat ini. Ada seorang gadis yang cantik dikelasku,namanya Anita..menurut Engkau apakah dia akan menyukaiku??"

"Bagaimanapun juga paling tidak aku tahu Engkau tetap menyukaiku kerana aku tidak usah menjadi siapapun hanya untuk menyenagkanMu. Engkau adalah sahabatku."

"Hei..ulang tahunMu tinggal dua hari lagi, apakah Engkau gembira?
Tunggu saja sampai Engkau lihat,aku punya hadiah unutkMu,tapi ini kejutan bagiMu. Aku harap Engkau akan menyukainya."

"Oooops,aku harus pergi sekarang." Kemudian Andy segera berdiri dan memanggil Pendeta itu unutk membawanya menyeberangi jalan raya yang merbahaya tersebut. Keadaan tersebut berlangsung setiap hari, Andy tidak pernah tidak hadir sekalipun. Pendeta itu berkongsi cerita ini kepada jemaat di Gerejanya setiap hari Minggu kerana dia belum pernah melihat suatu IMAN dan KEPERCAYAAN yang murni kepada Allah..suatu pandangan positif dalam situasi yang negatif. Pada Natal, Pendeta itu jatuh sakit sehingga dia tidak boleh memimpin Gereja dan dirawat di hospital. Gereja diserahkan kepada 4 wanita tua yang tidak pernah senyum dan selalu menyalahkan segala sesuatu yang orang lain erbuat. Mereka juga sering mengutuk orang yang menyinggung mereka. Mereka sedang berlutut memegang Rosary mereka ketika Andy tiba dari persta Natal di sekolahnya, dan menyapa "Hello Tuhan..Aku.."

"Kurang ajar kamu budak..!!tidakkah kamu lihat kami sedang berdoa!!??keluar..!!"

Andy begitu terkejut, "dimana Bapa Pendeta?Dia seharusnya membantuku menyeberang jalan raya..dia selalu menyuruhku datang dari pintu belakang Gereja. Tidak hanya itu,aku juga harus menyapa Tuhan Yesus ini hari ulang tahunNya,aku ada hadiah untukNya.." ketika Andy mau mengambil hadiah tersebut dari dalam bajunya, seorang dari wanita tua itu menarik bajunya dan membawanya keluar Gereja. sambil membuat tanda salib,wanita itu berkata,"keluarlah budak,kamu akan mendapatkannya..!!"

Oleh kerana Andy tidak punya pilihan lain kecuali sendirian menyeberangi jalan raya yang berbahaya tersebut didepan Gereja. Dia mulai menyeberang ketika tiba-tiba sebuah bas datang laju tanpa dapat melihat Andy menyeberang.Andy melindungi hadiah tersebut didalam saku bajunya,sehingga dia tidak melihat datangnya bas tersebut.Andy dilanggar bas tersebut kerana tidak dapat mengelak.Orang-orang disekitar berlarian dan menegelilingi budak malang itu yang sudah tidak bernyawa.

Tiba-tiba entah muncul dari mana ada seorang lelaki berjubah putih dengan wajah yang halus dan lembut namun penuh dengan air mata datang dan memeluk tubuh budak malang tersebut. Dia menangis. Orang-orang hairan dan bertanya, "maaf Tuan,apakah anda keluarga budak malang ini?Apakah anda mengenalinya?"

Lelaki tersebut dengan hati luka berkata,"Dia adalah sahabatku."
Hanya itulah yang dia katakan. Dia mengambil bungkusan hadiah dari dalam baju budak itu dan meletaknya di dadanya. Dia lalu membawa pergi Andy dan kemudiannya menghilang. Semua orang hairan..

Malam Natal,Pendeta menerima berita mengenai Andy. Dia mengunjungi ke rumah Andy untuk memastikan siapa lelaki misteri berbaju putih tersebut. Pendeta itu bertemu dan bercakap dengan kedua orang tua Andy.

"Bagaimana kamu tahu anak anda meninggal?"
"Seorang lelaki berbaju putih yang membawanya kesini."ibu Andy menjawab.
"Apa yang dikatanya?"
Ayah Andy berkata,"Dia tidak cakap apa-apa pun. Dia sangat berduka. Kami tidak mengenalnya namun dia sangat sedih Andy meniggal sepertinya Dia begitu mengenal Andy dengan baik. Tapi ada satu kedamaian yang sulit untuk dijelaskan mengenai dirinya. Dia serahkan Andy dan tersenyum lembut. Dia menyesat rambut Andy dan mencium dikeningnya kemudian membisikkan sesuatu berkata.."Akan akan segera berjumpa denganmu. Engkau akan bersamaku."

"Ketika Dia meninggalkan kami ada suatu kedamaian yang memenuhi hati kami,aku merasakan kasihnya begitu dalam hatiku. Aku tahu Andy sudah berada di Surga sekarang. Siapakah lelaki yang selalu bercakap dengan Andy setiap hari di Gerejamu? Anda seharusnya tahu kerana anda selalu berada di sana setiap hari, kecuali pada waktu Andy meninggal."

Pendeta itu tiba-tiba merasa air matanya menitis di pipinya, dengan lutut gementar,dia berbisik,"Andy tidak bercakap dengan sesiapa,kecuali dengan TUHAN YESUS.."

i had goosebumps the time i ended this story..believe it or not,Jesus is within us everytime,if we sincerely and want Him to be our FRIEND,He WILL BE OUR FRIEND..ALWAYS.i believe,do you???? =).

God bless always,
ASAP
aAroN laMmeRt..=).

Jan 1, 2010

Happy New Year 2o10 to you all..

yeah,its a new year and a new journey of life will begin..just came back from Il Bak Yi Il (2D 1N) at penang with bunch of dudes and friends..it was cool + nice + fun + enjoyable + relaxing mind + praise God for the trip..we (10 of us fit in 2 kancil cars) went to Queens Bay to celebrated new year 2010,there were live performance performed by Malaysian+Taiwanese artists all over (told u man it was cool),suddenly how i wish could perform live in stage with flying guitar..we were tired as the journey(on thurs-yeah,i had to skip 2 classes..sigh) took us directly from very afternoon as the sun was really on top of our head..but i praise and thank God for throughout the journey we had..

Thank you,Lord Jesus..=).

i didnt buy myself anything except some useful stuffs and food for the 'survival' in campus..yah,me and boo ping bought a new futsal ball,cool huh..he eagerly want to start play(same with me-but have to take care my knee)..thanks to Boon Ping and B khim,we can get ourselves traveled around the heart of penang..again it was cool.there is a lot to discover about penang,trust me,just that we didnt have much time and semestinya kena expect budget loh..

well,it wasnt a good start for me this new year 2010,but i accept it and just get over it..i know and believe God has a wonderful plan for me whatever it is.life's go on..i wish all the best and need to work hard for a better future..i am currently in my 6th sem which i would have another 1 1/2 year to finish my degree..God be with me. =).gee,for starting i had things to settle for this new year begin..i want to fix the guitar which i left abundant in incubator room,sorry baby..then i really need to start with my studies..it is never too late to start soOn bah..=).sure,some few stuffs ofcoz..eventhough im quite 'cincai',but this time really have to discipline myself lu..just that really need to think what are the MOST IMPORTANT in life should be focus on..cant just simply do things lar.make ourselves better yah..

God bless always
ASAP
AarOn LamMeRt..lol.