recently happen to me..

Few DAYS had passed since i back from campus..time goes by, i am still here (at home) can say relaxing, can say busy-ing some stuffs..so much time while so many things to do..in search for internship companies, mum suggested few companies, wanna settle it as fast as possible, so i can continue with other stuffs (well, i don't quite know with what stuffs i am talking about-sigh)..ahah. guys stuffs?family stuffs?friends stuffs?stuffs' stuffs?nobody care lar aaron.....

Oh yah..!!for the record, besides been running this blog for sometimes now, i have NEW HOBBIES (part of my internship perhaps........ . ... .. .maybe not)..yup, u heard me(read me)..!! i have new hobbies, which i didn't really expect to happen..currently i enjoy cooking..yah, C O O K I N G . .

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don't laugh or smile..but its true, i enjoy and had learned some of simple and good dishes..both mum and dad are great cooker..dad: fast, efficient and effective cooker..he can cook in an instant (not instant noodle bah), though comes out with good dishes.. then mum would criticize said "this one a bit salty, that one next time cut smaller a bit", dad's response "...,..,..." (means he keep quiet only), womans like to talk a lot i perhaps, no offense.. mum: normally cooks on weekends, mum would cook big dishes, a bit complicated dishes, fresh and hot though take times.. brothers: just fill in their stomach.. they happen to have gf/wife who can cook..

actually, this holiday is all about, have ample time to do something new for ourselves..

some vege + egg = egg vege??

sausage + green bean = green bean sausage?? ...

i know it is not as perfect as it should be bah..so, boleh tahan lar, the taste? ok ok loh.. at least next time can cook myself lor, maybe in future i would not able to stay with parents any longer.. i wish can have some one can cook with me in future (gf?wife?friends?), anyone..to get a correct taste and timing to cook its easy actually..just follow your instincts..ohoh.

hangus....but,taste great..!!coz i eat myself..

i apologize for the black color.. i cooked it this morning for breakfast..taste good though. wanna try?? =D. i made myself a coffee and some western breakfast..

a mess breakfast, but i enjoyed it..its not my fault, it just pop out like that leh..=D

well, still more to come..wish can cook more dishes..waiting before i get part time job. how i wish i can be really busy..not forgetting serving and have time with God.=). we shall put Him as our 1st priority..without Him, we can't really live well..ASAP.=).

another thing, i enjoy driving recently, its quite sometime i get used myself to drive since back..i used to drive auto car, days before, i drove mum's car to balik kampung visited grandma and aunt, at 1 point, car in several times mati engine cause salah masuk gear lar...aiseh. mum kept dragging.."haiyah, how u drive like this?",i answered, "......that gear lar salah masuk,that's why, (wish to not blame on me)..".tuh lar, last time asked changed to auto don't want..haiz, womans very hardly to follow want we guys say..sigh. susah lar macam neh..=S. well, hope to get my driving license soon..=). i get used to public transportation, easy for me go 1 place, without having worry about fuel, stuck in traffic jam and parking.. people get advance so.... yup.=).

oh, well..that's it for now..have a blessed and wonderful days my brothers and sisters..till then..GOD BLESS US ALL. Amen.

Best regards,

Aaron Lammert

=)

the Boy who wanted to know God..

A boy woke up one day wanting to know God.

As the boy walked down the street he saw an old man.

"Good day," the old man said. "You seem to be looking for something. May I help you?"

"I want to know God," he told the old man.

"Sit here for a while," the old man said, "and you shall get to know God."

The boy sat for a few moments when a woman walked up to him. "What are you doing?" the woman asked.

"I want to know God," he told the woman.

"I can teach you how to be a good person," she replied. "Come with me, and you will learn the ways of the righteous."

The boy thanked the old man and said, "I'm going to learn to be a righteous man."

The old man replied, "You will learn much from this woman."

The boy returned two years later to the same place where he met the old man.

"Did you find what you were looking for?" asked the old man.

"I have practiced many disciplines," replied the boy. "I have recited the verses in the correct way. I have sinned less and less every day. I have apologized to God for the sins I committed."

"So did you get to know God?" asked the old man.

"I learned a great deal about being righteous," answered the boy, "but I didn't really get to know God. I want to know God."

"Sit here for a while," the old man said, "and you shall get to know God."

The boy sat for a few moments when two young men walked up to him. "What are you doing?" asked one of the young men.

"I want to know God," he told the young man.

"Come with us, and you can learn everything about God," the young man promised.

"You know God?" the boy asked.

"We have studied for years," the other replied, "and we know everything humans have ever written about God."

Again the boy thanked the old man and said, "I'm going to learn about God."

The old man replied, "You will learn much from these men."

The boy returned two years later to the same place where he met the old man.

"Did you find what you were looking for?" asked the old man.

The boy replied, "I have learned many things about God. I have learned what we believe he wants for us. I have learned how we believe he created us. I have learned how we like to worship him. I have learned what many believe are the correct ways to pray to him, and I have memorized all the words humans have written about him."

"So did you get to know God?" asked the old man.

"I learned a great deal about what humans think of God," answered the boy, "but I didn't really get to know God. I want to know God."

"Sit here for a while," the old man said, "and you shall get to know God."

The boy sat for a few moments when a young girl walked up to him.

"What are you doing?" she asked.

"I want to know God," he told the young girl.

"My friends and I are going to build houses for the homeless," she replied. "Come with us, and you will learn to give selflessly and completely of yourself."

Again the boy thanked the old man and said, "I'm going to learn to give completely of myself and be selfless."

The old man replied, "You will learn much from this girl."

The boy returned two years later to the same place where he met the old man.

"Did you find what you were looking for?" asked the old man.

"I built houses for those who had no place to live," replied the boy. "I helped people learn to take care of their needs for shelter and warmth. I helped provide shelter for thousands of people."

"So did you get to know God?" asked the old man.

"I learned a great deal about building houses and giving to others," answered the boy, "but I didn't really get to know God. I want to know God."

"Sit here for a while," the old man said, "and you shall get to know God."

The boy sat for a few moments when a group of men walked up to him. "What are you doing?" one of the men asked.

"I want to know God," the boy told the man.

"We are going to heal the sick," he replied. "Come with us, and you will learn to take care of the needy."

Once again the boy thanked the old man and said, "I'm going to learn to heal the sick."

The old man replied, "You will learn much from these men."

The boy returned two years later to the same place where he met the old man.

"Did you find what you were looking for?" asked the old man.

"I helped cure people who were sick with disease," replied the boy. "I helped people learn to eat properly to nourish themselves and prevent illness. I taught them to be healthy and live long. The number of deaths in the village I worked in has gone down by hundreds every year I have been there."

"So did you get to know God?" asked the old man.

"I learned a great deal about healing disease," answered the boy, "but I didn't really get to know God. I want to know God."

"Sit here for a while," the old man said, "and you shall get to know God."

The boy sat for a few moments when a group of women walked up to him. "What are you doing?" one of the women asked.

"I want to know God," he told the woman.

"We are going to feed the hungry," she replied. "Come with us, and you will learn to take care of the poor."

The boy paused for a moment and thanked the woman by saying, "Thank you for the offer. I wish you well in your journey, but I do not wish to take care of the poor. My goal is to know God."

The women looked at him curiously. The old man said nothing and smiled.

The boy grew still for a while and did nothing.

After a while, he noticed a butterfly and wondered how such a delicate creature could fly.

He felt a sense of awe over such a miraculous creation.

Then he noticed the clouds in the sky and was amazed by the thought that these floating islands held water in them, yet they did not fall.

He felt a sense of wonder over such an ingenious design.

Next he saw a group of ants working together, and he marveled at their cooperation and single-mindedness of purpose.

He felt a sense of astonishment over such beautiful harmony.

Finally, he saw a light in the eyes of the old man, and he could not believe the amount of love he saw in the old man's eyes.

He immediately felt a sense of unity with everyone and everything.

"Did you find what you were looking for?" asked the old man.

"Yes, I did," replied the young boy. "I have now found what I first sought so many years ago."

"It seemed to take a bit longer than you intended," observed the old man as he smiled.

"Perhaps," said the boy. "But it took just as long as I really wanted it to take."

"Indeed," said the old man. "I know that is true. How do you know that is true?"

The boy began, "When I started out I was more interested in feeling righteous than I was in knowing God. I got what I wanted, and many people observed how righteous I was."

"I see," said the old man.

"Then I was more interested in learning information about God and understanding what humans believe about God," continued the boy. "I learned and memorized many of humankind's ideas about God, and I proved my intelligence."

"This is true," replied the old man.

"Then I wanted to prove I was a kind person," said the boy. "I gave my life to serving those without homes and I called them 'needy' even though I needed them to feel good about myself just as much as they needed me to help them get shelter."

"Quite insightful," remarked the old man.

"Then I had a need to prove I was powerful," continued the boy. "I learned how to postpone death and felt god-like in the process, though I never felt I knew God."

"I couldn't have said it better myself," agreed the old man.

"So now what do you want?"

"I want to be with God," the boy replied. "I think I will stay here."

As the boy said this, he looked around and noticed that all the other people around him had the same loving look he saw in the old man's eyes. They always had it. It was just not easy for him to see before.

"You will be with me even if I leave this place, won't you?" the boy asked the old man.

"I always have been with you," said the old man, "And I always will." As he said this, the young boy saw all the travelers he had met along his journey, and they all had the same loving look in their eyes.

"I guess I only saw you and got to know you when I truly wanted to," the boy concluded.

"Yes," the old man replied. "And you will always see me and know me whenever you wish."

"Thank you," the boy said. "I now know what to do with my life."

"And what is that?" asked the old man.

"Live with you in my heart always," he replied.

"What about all the books, teachings, and good deeds you have learned and lived?" asked the old man.

"They are important, but they are not truly necessary," the boy replied. "As long as I keep you first in my heart always I will know how to live."

"And what about the homeless people, hungry people and sick people?" asked the old man. "Don't they need you?"

"They don't really need me, though it felt great to think they did," the boy answered. "All they really need is to know God. I know they are in good hands."

"Do they even need to know God?" asked the old man.

"I don't think so," the boy replied. "I imagine you will be there for them regardless what they know."

"You know me well," the old man replied. "So now what do you intend to do with your life?"

"At some point, I think I will focus on helping those who look like they could use help, but for now I think I will just focus on knowing you," the boy answered with a smile. "I'm pretty sure the rest of the details will come to me when I need to know them."

"Indeed they will," replied the old man.

Home..=).

it has been 1 and 1/2 days since i back KK, well, 1st of all i thank God for the safe and blessed journey..Amen.=). eat a lot 1st day of arrival..i was full till no space left in the stomach..sigh. thanks to y family (especially mum), prepared the nice home cooked food.. cool. i wasn't in the mood, it was just a normal mood, maybe get used to it already lar..it was not as exciting as before, didn't get the warm welcome perhaps..ahah. its ok. =).

the living room has change its position (for feng shui i gues).. new style of environment.. the rest, my room, kitchen an etc still the same.. kinda missed my room and it is still HOT as it was..fuh. couldn't sleep well in the morning, thought can sleep more in the morning, but HOT like sauna man..perhaps the rooftop have to let open bah, then got air come in and out..i'll get this suggestion to my mum, make a proposal..anyhow, i am grateful i have my own room, better than last time lar..i can have a peaceful and quiet time for God. =).being alone and find peace is good for ourselves i believe.. it is good for a peaceful soul and mind..however, 1 thing never change, my room still messy as it was (seems ok for me)..ahah. but no worries, still can fit it 1 or 2 more dudes here..=).

ahhh..holiday, how i wish can go out vacation some place can relax my mind.. been tired thinking a lot of stuffs.. not saying stress.. gotta find job soon, and settle things that need to be settled 1st. hope this holiday will be different from preceded holidays.. wish i can be busy working or do something good for myself.. what more can i say here.

well, here's the last:

wish you all a very happy and blessed H O L I - D A Y..!! take extra good care yourselves.. for those i will be seeing next time somewhere, some place, see u lar.. GOD BLESS. =).lol. peace.

Best wishes n regards,

AaRoN laMmeRt

I am back..!! Hello.. =)

woooouuuuusssshhh..without having realized, it has been 2 m o n t h s......i didn't update this page of life of mine..=). well, the possible and acceptable reason behind this is that i was too busy (studying?futbol-ing?sleeping?paktoh-ing??)..ohoh.time flies, the time i write this page, i will be going back KK for good for the holiday (2months),yes, that means i've finished my semester 6..lol.praise Lord, just pray and hope that this semester will be okay as before..=). Amen.

yeeessss...i am going home, to the place where i belong (Daughtry's song)..lala. will leave on a jet plane. well, going to plan on what to do this coming holiday, work for sure.. because, poket suda mau kosong..O_o. wonder how great God is, for everything He has done to us sinners, just keep believing in Him..every word is a prayer, so be careful of what you say..=).

believe it or not, i've changed, yes, somehow, little by little i've changed..a good change.=). God do all these changes in me, thanks.. i wish to be more matured and grow stronger in faith and in spiritual mind as a Christian..=). yes, surprisingly (for some of u), i am in relationship..tadaa..there i said it, yes, i am in relationship, and for this it is a bless to have a relationship.. keep it honest and as truth as i can.. Lord be with us (me and her).=). Love her so much much.. cherish every moment with her. i am in love, hope and pray it will long last.. frankly say, this relationship have change me, she change me, i believe God wants me to be with her for some reasons.. remember the saying no ones perfect (except Him), but we accept people the way they are.. and we respect them for who they are.=).

again, time flies, most of my friends (futbol friends) is going to graduate soOn, the sad feeling is somehow all around as we all going to separate soon, but i once said to my friend boon ping (captain), "it is a small world".. indeed, it is small, all of us can meet again in the future.. i appreciate every single of them even though i am not chinese, but they all treat me as i am a chinese (i can cope with that)..=). i enjoyed every single thing that we have done together.. may God bless them all in whatever career they will undertake.. Amen.=). i'll remember all of them.. FRIENDS FOREVER..

p/s: remember if want make gathering or reunion, DO INFORM ME early, so i can book my ticket lar..or else, i just swim, then wait 1 month to arrive..=).

Best Regards,

Aaron Lammert

ASAP

Ash Wednesday: start of Lent Season

Lent Season is the season where all Christians fast and abstain themselves from any sins and repent then return to God..it is a good practice to all Christians out there.we are required to fast for 40days starts from Ash Wednesday until Holy Saturday..fast means we reduce the food we normally take to one meal a day.it may sounds hard especially for those who likes to eat (hhmmm,like me) but it is a to remind ourselves about Jesus death and that to mourn, repent and return to God..Lent period is a good time to reflect ourselves how we lived our life and what we had done for Him..Jesus died on the cross is not without purpose, Jesus bared all of our sins and died on the cross because He loves us.

Let us all fast and abstain ourselves this Lent Season then return to God..invite all family and friends who never practice this Lent Season. Let us all pray for a good faith and may the Good Lord fill us with Holy Spirit throughout our life..turn away from sin and be faithful to the Gospel.

"Remember man you are dust and to dust you shall return" Gen 3:19

Bdw,hope is not to late,even though im not chinese but wish all of u a Happy Chinese New Year and Happy belated Valentine's Day..=). GOD BLESS US ALL..

ASAP

Best Regards,
Aaron S.Lammert.=)

Please help people in Haiti..Lend a hand,prayer is much needed..

Yes,those people need help badly..the whole world were shocked and perhaps still in the mid of despairing..this shows that our life is uncertain.it could happen to us..then we need other people to help us..and i believe these mother nature tragedy tells us that the world is SOON going to reach its end..have we make our relationship with God yet?repent and pray is the answer..i might not know how the people in Haiti feels,their homes and loved ones had gone.what if these happen to us?we definitely would feel the same way..we are (I am) grateful that we are living in perhaps the most safest place on earth..those children need helps,the kind of protection,foods,health care and at least some basic needs..why done we have more give people who have less,just as John the Baptist said in ancient time.

The world is currently unbalance,rich people getting richer,poor become poorer and poorest..we may laugh now,while other people are struggling for daily life just to get enough food..yes,i know,action speaks louder than words (i love this quote)..i am spreading this because i know i couldn't do anything better to help them than just blogging nonsense in my blog..talk-ing about my boring helpless life..but i believe God the highest has great plan for my life and so do yours..so,i urge u people out there,LEND A HAND..thank u for your support.May Lord hear our prayer,gratefully in Jesus name..Amen. =).

May the good Lord bless the people in Haiti and u always..
ASAP,
Regards,
Aaron S.Lammert.. =).

My futbol life

yeah, i like futbol @ football @ futsal very much..the kind of sports give me satisfaction while playing..yeh,i may not a great player with a lot of skills and with great achievement,but i believe maybe someday and certain times or at particular events, i am a good player..ahah. =)
well,i started play this kicking ball stuffs when i was 10 years old..i played with hometown friends back home where i stayed.owh,actually i was not into futbol at the first place of sports in my life..i was a track n field 'player',i was a sprinter..the like of 100m,200m,4 x 100m,4 x 200m as well as long jumper.yeah,u heard me..i was quite fast back then.but now...........................no comment. =)
i kinda in small figure when i was 'young', maybe that's 1 good reason why i can run fast..as i entered secondary school,i was still in my running sports..well, at the same time i played futbol for fun..i played futbol more in secondary years..several times represented classes.i started to like sports afterwards..(that's why getting darker lar)..sometimes my mum cannot tahan me everytime and almost everyday involved in school's sports activities..

then,in some years, i expanded my running to long distance..wah..i thanked God for giving me these ability(special power) and i wouldn't realized it if i didn't get involve with it..cool.represented school for few years then running for long distance,the like 5000m,3000m berhalangan..trust me,it was tiring man..well,then perhaps i ended my running career when i really get involved in futbol fully..

i fell in love with futbol because it gives me the highest satisfaction when playing..all the sweats and skills been thrown out.i went for the try outs at school(La Salle-once a La Sallian,always a La Sallian) when i was in form4,it was tough i tell u..a lot of great players were around as i couldn't show my true talent..my talent felt like all tenggelam already..good players came from seniors..well, i thought i would be selected and even some of my dudes thought i've been selected..some of my BFs were selected,yes,of course,they were good players,more experience than me..and still are good players.conclude,i didn't represent school that year..a bit dissapointed.i just watched my team school played and they didn't win the competition.got 2nd place if not mistaken..well..

the next year as the same year i sit for SPM,again i went for selection @ try outs,yes,i was selected..with God's grace,i went all the trainings with great players in the team.futbol training is as tough as it sounds though..the whole period,the whole members were exhausted as compulsory to train hard after school..we were aimed to win all competitions.could not forget some of the team players(including me) trained with a special coach,we all went for experience..the best thing was we were trained by one of the best player for Sabah futbol team,Harun Laban..he's cool and steady..we all like the way he handled our school team..therefore,thanks to him,he brought us to victory as we won for the 1st time in school's history the premier league cup,we became champion..we beat Maktab Sabah (6-0) and drew with All Saints (1-1)..we win by goal differences.All Saints's players were all good players,they were tough competitor..

after all,we went through em..i still remember the moment.all the anticipation and even the supporters..it was 1 of my most great and best memory.i hanged the gold medal in my room (i mean my room back home)..i had to stretch my legs,threw all the sweats and exposed my body to sun just to get the priceless medal of all time..(i would story this to my children)..as the champion of the competition,supposed to bertanding in semenanjung Malaysia,but due to insufficient funds from our school,we eventually didn't go to Selangor..we were all excited of course..but,nvm,final exam was around the corner liao..

i continued playing as i entered form6..played role as a captain but felt sorry for myself,couldn't made far for achievement..i carried out my futbol life when i entered university.this time i get myself into futsal..so,i play a lot futsal then..its good coz i can sharpen my skills in a small field..there i goes,from track n field running fast to long distance then to big field,then to small field.i enjoyed playing,got alot of friends comes from different religious and clan..can get the picture?futbol make friends and indeed it makes the world go around,not only love..yah,love futbol loh then..

played for college (DPP) Proton for 5 consecutive semesters currently,and perhaps will still be playing for the coming semester..tengok dulu lar..well,i am aiming at least 1 medal.i enjoyed playing with my chinese dudes everytime here in college.boon ping would say,"ah,Aaroooon,5 o'clock ah.." =).

well,not all footballers can play forever due to injuries and health problem,so advised to retire..in my case here,im not injured but,seems something with my knees ( lutut ) ligament i gues having problem..i mean both.sometimes i can feel the pain and instability with my knees. i use knee support maybe can ease it from becoming more serious,i hope..pray for me.but i wish don't want play too much already.i need to have a limit playing.anyhow,i'll still continue serving futbol for fun and exercise purposes.. =).keep rocking playing ur sports.

love,
Aaron Lammert..
God bless.ASAP. =).lol..