Nov 8, 2010

Kelate trip..

my frens n i went to Kelantan for 4 days.. there were 4 of us, Lim Jia Wei (Kelantanese), Ropin Kebing, Edwin Werlop (Sarawakians) n me (Sabahan).. i wasn't plan for this trip, it was kinda a short decision when my fren Lim asked me whether want to join em to his house for this so called extended study week due to the change of exam date (can't complain much bout it od).. so we went by bus, and almost just almost no transportation direct to since our bus cannot access thru to changlun.. not even taxi dare to go to due to flood.. damn it was quite terrible dat time. so, we had 1 choice dat was tumpang another bus which also going to with God's grace, we managed to go to and took da bus.. Amen.

it took us around 6 hours to get to kelantan.. and da driver was damn fast n furious. anyway, we reached our destination (Tanah Merah, Kelantan) safely, thank God.. it was like 5 in da morning n Lim's mum fetched us der.. she is a nice n warm person.. along our stay at the house, she treat us very nice.. i felt dat its a nice and simple family. as far as i expected, Kelantan is no diff than other states in Malaysia, but towards the end, its quite diff, the culture and place is diff.. n ofcoz, the slang is diff, i learned some words. =)

1st day we went to Rantau Panjang, Pasir Mas, Kota Bharu and sum places.. before dis i nvr tot will put my feet on Kelantan.. for me, as what i've observed, Kelantan is a traditional places mixed with Thailand culture and ofcoz, we can see sum sign boards and vehicles from Thailand.. want to know more, look 4 history book.. eheh. anyway, its a cool journey.. da next day we went to pantai and some other places.. kept me blur is the road, i cant really recognize da road.. well, all da way and every places we took pictures (i'll try upload it next time once get it fm my fren)..
we went to futsal as well since dis dude Lim is crazy about futbal, so could not miss futbol or anything related to it.. we played 2 consecutive nights till get mysef injured on da second day playing.. well, its ok, quite normal, it'll recover soon..

not forgotten we went fishing......well, not literally 'we', just them, excluding me, not in the mood of fishing, plus it was kinda rainy.. eheh. da fishing place is at 'tali air' according to Lim, then d others arguing that its not a 'tali air', and kept argue bout dat matter, along the way we all laughed.. we all had happy moment though suppose hav exam mood in mind.. Lim's house is quite a kampung style and its cool, love it.. so peace and silent.

anyway, we all had fun during our times in Kelantan.. we can say we almost round all around Kelantan and went to almost every places.. oh! i almost 4got, we also went to temples, Buddhist temple.. and eat 'Sotam' - a dish made from watermelon with kacang and some other mixture.. and for sure its spicy.. but nice.~~

i can say here its nice to visit place like Kelantan, to know the places around, cultures, and ofcoz the people around.. although i might not really understand wat Kelantanese saying, with careful listening, its unique.. eheh.
Best regards,
Aaron Lammert
God bless =)

Oct 30, 2010

the dude is back.......!!

heyo der all fellas..wats up,wats up..wadup..!!?? eheh.. Aaron is in da house. well, been busy and lazy lately like usual.. fuuuuhhh.. look at the time past by, it has been quite sumtime i didnt post anything here. eheh.. well, here's the things happened throughout the past periods.. gee, i shud list down:

1. Thailand trip (1 day) - it was cool and enjoyable experiences. went to Hatyai and some other places, well it was raining dat time.. we had enjoy time. eeerrrr..can't really recall wat had happened during the trip, but i can describe in 1 word - cool.. =).

2. Cameron Highland (4 days 3 nights) - damn, the place awesome + cool + great + beautiful scenery.. actually, went der 4 church activities, tot it was just a normal n enjoyable trip, but turn out i learned some very good values as in human being can have.. humanity, consider the needy, being humble, friendship and be who we really are.. emm,i gues thats it. took a lot of pics, but i lazy to post it in here.. ahah. yeah, u heard me.. =).

3. Penang, PPGD (3 days 2 nights) - well, this trip held last week wit some dudes and boobs, sorry i mean girls.. ehem. we stayed at Batu Feringhi apartment, der were 12 of us (8 girls + 4 dudes, damn guys we were so lucky).. ahah. anyway, we went places to places like Kek Lok Si, temple, another temple.. went beach, swim. all da time we just used public buses.. it was time wasted but we managed. owh, 1 another cool place, Butterfly farm, quite nice.. and Penang damn hot, im not referring to the girls, but the weather.. funny thing was when we were playing dis 'drink + tell the truth' game, never tot will hear such confessions.. ahah. quite lame..... anyway, i had a great time in Penang, im sure d others as well.. cool wit dat. =).

4. Langkawi (3 days 2 nights) - the trip just recently held which was..... emmm.... few days ago. ahah..yeah, actually by time i post this blog, i just came back fm Langkawi.. great place to visit, quite affordable, had fun and enjoy.. cant 4get da nite b4 we ended our trip.. wait for it.. so stay tune.. it was quite mafan to find an affordable car rental coz to fit in 6 ppl.. but thank God and praise Him, we managed to get 1 avanza (100 bucks per day rent).. then we settled down afta got place to stay.. cool, da place is just opposite da beach.. great. then we went to some other places like 'telaga tujuh', took pics, along the way took pics and took again and again and again, thanks to dis 1 girl.. da next day we went to pulau.. island hopping.. damn, it was a gud sea trip by boat along the way.. fish feeding, watch eagle, dived and swim in a 30 feets deep sea (so good experience).. went beach, just go jalan2 and stuffs.. of course another important and most fundamental things in Langkawi are...................wait for it............wait for it..................its comin...............*snap..!! chocolates and alcohol.. yeah..eheh. many choices in many shops.. well, bought some and drank some..eheh. ehem.. not literally drank some.. well, dat save for later....then we went 4 Thai diner.. for dis i highly recommended to all of u, shud go dis Thai restaurant namely 'Wan Thai' at Kuah.. fuh, very cool and spicy.. well, the place looked expensively in mind and sight, but its kinda ok the price, affordable.. well, here's da real deal bout dis trip, im about to expose it in here.. on da nite be4 we ended our trip, which by mean da next day (as is today) bek UUM campus.. we were invited by dudes of my dudes to hang over their place.. it was beer, vodka n games along the nite.. we played games n drinks, games n drinks.. some of em drinks, drinks, drinks den only games.. i had it too much on my stomach den it get into my brain.. coz at some particular times i loss da game.. on da process, i drunk.. n my mind cant tahan od.. i ain't suppose to drunk bout it happened real fast.. it was crazy nite. i nvr tot get drunk 4 da 1st time in my life.. shot..!! well, it wasnt me only, can say da whole troops were drunk just dat mayb dey get used to it od.. i can recall, when i wasn't sober, went out and headed to the beach to hav fresh air.. they all then started find 4 me.. damn. we went bek to our motel n get rest later then (which around 4am).. da next morning, i felt dizzy, heavy head.. but i can say, i wasn't totally drunk.. den my fren said im quite a good drinker...oh,shot again..!! i have to promise mysef dis cannot happen ever agn in da future, coz it may ruin my life n brain.. its ok i gues to had 1 life time experience... i am a Christian, suppose not to do dat.. showing x a good example.. im sorry.. help me dear God.. well, thank God for everything we reached campus safe and sound as well bless all da way our trip.... moral of dis trip kids out der: dun drunk ursef n going places is so damn cool.. =).

of all these trips, involved 1 little thing we call it money.. yeah, ofcoz used quite a lot od.. but i tot to mysef, im in my final sem, duno next time can hav such chance to go or not od..
Best regards,
God bless
Aaron Lammert

Jul 12, 2010

Too complicated for me..

For me, i always like to make myself simple.. everything also simple, doesn't matter from what i eat, drink o wear, just mention about everything, i love to be simple.. but as i can see myself now, things are like too complicated for me.. not saying about what i eat, drink and eat but the life itself is already too complicated for me.. sometimes i can't breath, why this happen, i have no idea.. i wish to find the answer for this such question.. how i hate things which are complicated, too many procedures lar.. haiz. if this world is made simple, then all of us would make our life simple, am i right??? too complicated till make my head pening + breathless.. perhaps, as we get older, the more complicated we would experience.. ahah. i am tired of these complicated-ness ways.. can somebody 'turn off' these complicated-ness??? why most people like to make things complicated..

not yet mention about the new grading system this university had come up with.. it is getting more complicated.. Lord, help us. is there any chance for me (one last chance) to make things (life) easy and simple?.. lets hope so.. now that i already back for new sem (final) for my studies, without my 'friend' here which i didn't bring back from home due to 'mafan' matter, feel so extremely boring.. went play futsal these 2 days, felt nice and relieve, at least i can find my way out of the boring-ness staying campus.. of coz, looking forward for better performance this sem as i didn't do well last semester.. jia you + gambateh bah aaron.. i can't wait for my practical to start (i gues)..

anyhow, BIG THANKS to GOD The Almighty for everything he had provide me in this life.. give thanks and praise to You oh Lord.. In Jesus name, Amen. =).

Aaron Lammert

Jun 17, 2010

I need a life changing..

yeah,i gues i really need a life changing..somebody anybody can help me..
do we have a cure for my boring life..??
ok,ok..just leave the past, focus on tomorrow.. what had happen, had happen..
hey, i am not saying i disappointed with what had happen before..okay.
i can cope with it.. i have been thinking, i really need something in my life.
waiting eagerly for something cool and exciting, a life changing happen to my life..
i am sure and believe that God the Almighty has a real really a good plan for my life..
honestly and truthfully, i am bored with most of the people and things around my life..
just cannot be trusted and annoying.. ahah. sorry to say that.. i am honest ok. =).
Bible the book of life, one of its verse said, "man cannot love the world, as man love the world means that man do not love God..". i gues the verse is right.. =).
world cannot offer us life, but God will.. =). Love God more..
IL BAK YI IL...!!!!!

Truth & Honest,
Aaron Lammert

Jun 9, 2010

its me recently..

hye all.. its been awhile since the last post. well, answer to this is that i am quite lazy to post..ahah. honestly, and secara jujurnya, i am lazy to post lar.. i duno recently and lately, i was and am quite out of mood.. i would say lazy to everything, even wake up from chair from sitting.. haiz. what a life i have been living. but anyhow i enjoy relaxing and warm myself with some routine stuffs (watch tv, on9, watch il bak yi il, play futbol game, go outing alone, watch movie, eat while relaxing, etc, etc..). well i would and SHOULD use the time i am having to do something more meaningful what huh? reading? do home chores? find part time job perhaps.. i did when for a part time (1 week) maybe just to kill time and earn some pocket money (so i can finish it up watch movie at town)..

As i planned early before sem break, i thought myself would have a busy time do something meaningful.. well, recently i had some aches on my body and sometimes my mind just out of way.. i duno what's happening to me.. no longer have the sense of belonging.. anyway, i like to be alone, get used to it.. i had use some times to reflect my life what it should be in the future, what i am going to do and yadayadayada.. of all the life i have been through, i thank God for everything that i have gone this far.. Praise Him. couldn't done without Him.. yeah, each one of us need God in our life.. we cannot deny it.. accept Jesus as our savior and our life can be better, trust me..=).

yeah, i did some exercise and running muscles..sometimes.. i went jogg yesterday, jogged for about 20 - 30 mins (was i?).. couldn't tahan wei.. stomach pain inside, i am not a smoker leh.. what happened? haiz, i wasn't me the way i used to be.. normally can tahan to 1 hour jogg.. gues reli need to get my stamina back on track.. ahah.

i dun find part time because tot just want relax myself this holiday, spend time with God, reflect my life and enjoy life.. i did learn something(s).. and its important.. what else to say, ermmm.. i cut my hair, finding intern company, well i get 1 and its accepted but manatau fren said accounting student need to perform intern in audit firm bah.. sigh. just pray, hope and don't worry that i would get accepted to the company i applied few days ago.. Lord, hear our prayer..=).

its her birthday 2molo, feel sorry for her, i dun really do something special, yalah, at least.. well, will bring her out to celebrate when get back to university for new sem.. wish and pray for the best of her in the future.. she'd be better for someone than me. =). God bless her..

its raining in kk, i like raining.. its cool and warm. but pity to those people or any living things outside whom x have proper shelter, pray for their safety.. okay, okie, ok, thats all for now. till then God bless us all.. Amen. have a great day ahead.. Peace.

Aaron Lammert

May 10, 2010

recently happen to me..

Oh yah..!!for the record, besides been running this blog for sometimes now, i have NEW HOBBIES (part of my internship perhaps........ . ... .. .maybe not)..yup, u heard me(read me)..!! i have new hobbies, which i didn't really expect to happen..currently i enjoy cooking..yah, C O O K I N G . .

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don't laugh or smile..but its true, i enjoy and had learned some of simple and good dishes..both mum and dad are great fast, efficient and effective cooker..he can cook in an instant (not instant noodle bah), though comes out with good dishes.. then mum would criticize said "this one a bit salty, that one next time cut smaller a bit", dad's response "...,..,..." (means he keep quiet only), womans like to talk a lot i perhaps, no offense.. mum: normally cooks on weekends, mum would cook big dishes, a bit complicated dishes, fresh and hot though take times.. brothers: just fill in their stomach.. they happen to have gf/wife who can cook..

actually, this holiday is all about, have ample time to do something new for ourselves..
some vege + egg = egg vege??

sausage + green bean = green bean sausage?? ...

i know it is not as perfect as it should be, boleh tahan lar, the taste? ok ok loh.. at least next time can cook myself lor, maybe in future i would not able to stay with parents any longer.. i wish can have some one can cook with me in future (gf?wife?friends?), get a correct taste and timing to cook its easy actually..just follow your instincts..ohoh.

hangus....but,taste great..!!coz i eat myself..

i apologize for the black color.. i cooked it this morning for breakfast..taste good though. wanna try?? =D. i made myself a coffee and some western breakfast..

a mess breakfast, but i enjoyed it..its not my fault, it just pop out like that leh..=D

well, still more to come..wish can cook more dishes..waiting before i get part time job. how i wish i can be really busy..not forgetting serving and have time with God.=). we shall put Him as our 1st priority..without Him, we can't really live well..ASAP.=).

another thing, i enjoy driving recently, its quite sometime i get used myself to drive since back..i used to drive auto car, days before, i drove mum's car to balik kampung visited grandma and aunt, at 1 point, car in several times mati engine cause salah masuk gear lar...aiseh. mum kept dragging.."haiyah, how u drive like this?",i answered, "......that gear lar salah masuk,that's why, (wish to not blame on me)..".tuh lar, last time asked changed to auto don't want..haiz, womans very hardly to follow want we guys say..sigh. susah lar macam neh..=S. well, hope to get my driving license soon..=). i get used to public transportation, easy for me go 1 place, without having worry about fuel, stuck in traffic jam and parking.. people get advance so.... yup.=).

oh, well..that's it for now..have a blessed and wonderful days my brothers and sisters..till then..GOD BLESS US ALL. Amen.

Best regards,
Aaron Lammert

May 8, 2010

the Boy who wanted to know God..

A boy woke up one day wanting to know God.

As the boy walked down the street he saw an old man.

"Good day," the old man said. "You seem to be looking for something. May I help you?"

"I want to know God," he told the old man.

"Sit here for a while," the old man said, "and you shall get to know God."

The boy sat for a few moments when a woman walked up to him. "What are you doing?" the woman asked.

"I want to know God," he told the woman.

"I can teach you how to be a good person," she replied. "Come with me, and you will learn the ways of the righteous."

The boy thanked the old man and said, "I'm going to learn to be a righteous man."

The old man replied, "You will learn much from this woman."

The boy returned two years later to the same place where he met the old man.

"Did you find what you were looking for?" asked the old man.

"I have practiced many disciplines," replied the boy. "I have recited the verses in the correct way. I have sinned less and less every day. I have apologized to God for the sins I committed."

"So did you get to know God?" asked the old man.

"I learned a great deal about being righteous," answered the boy, "but I didn't really get to know God. I want to know God."

"Sit here for a while," the old man said, "and you shall get to know God."

The boy sat for a few moments when two young men walked up to him. "What are you doing?" asked one of the young men.

"I want to know God," he told the young man.

"Come with us, and you can learn everything about God," the young man promised.

"You know God?" the boy asked.

"We have studied for years," the other replied, "and we know everything humans have ever written about God."

Again the boy thanked the old man and said, "I'm going to learn about God."

The old man replied, "You will learn much from these men."

The boy returned two years later to the same place where he met the old man.

"Did you find what you were looking for?" asked the old man.

The boy replied, "I have learned many things about God. I have learned what we believe he wants for us. I have learned how we believe he created us. I have learned how we like to worship him. I have learned what many believe are the correct ways to pray to him, and I have memorized all the words humans have written about him."

"So did you get to know God?" asked the old man.

"I learned a great deal about what humans think of God," answered the boy, "but I didn't really get to know God. I want to know God."

"Sit here for a while," the old man said, "and you shall get to know God."

The boy sat for a few moments when a young girl walked up to him.

"What are you doing?" she asked.

"I want to know God," he told the young girl.

"My friends and I are going to build houses for the homeless," she replied. "Come with us, and you will learn to give selflessly and completely of yourself."

Again the boy thanked the old man and said, "I'm going to learn to give completely of myself and be selfless."

The old man replied, "You will learn much from this girl."

The boy returned two years later to the same place where he met the old man.

"Did you find what you were looking for?" asked the old man.

"I built houses for those who had no place to live," replied the boy. "I helped people learn to take care of their needs for shelter and warmth. I helped provide shelter for thousands of people."

"So did you get to know God?" asked the old man.

"I learned a great deal about building houses and giving to others," answered the boy, "but I didn't really get to know God. I want to know God."

"Sit here for a while," the old man said, "and you shall get to know God."

The boy sat for a few moments when a group of men walked up to him. "What are you doing?" one of the men asked.

"I want to know God," the boy told the man.

"We are going to heal the sick," he replied. "Come with us, and you will learn to take care of the needy."

Once again the boy thanked the old man and said, "I'm going to learn to heal the sick."

The old man replied, "You will learn much from these men."

The boy returned two years later to the same place where he met the old man.

"Did you find what you were looking for?" asked the old man.

"I helped cure people who were sick with disease," replied the boy. "I helped people learn to eat properly to nourish themselves and prevent illness. I taught them to be healthy and live long. The number of deaths in the village I worked in has gone down by hundreds every year I have been there."

"So did you get to know God?" asked the old man.

"I learned a great deal about healing disease," answered the boy, "but I didn't really get to know God. I want to know God."

"Sit here for a while," the old man said, "and you shall get to know God."

The boy sat for a few moments when a group of women walked up to him. "What are you doing?" one of the women asked.

"I want to know God," he told the woman.

"We are going to feed the hungry," she replied. "Come with us, and you will learn to take care of the poor."

The boy paused for a moment and thanked the woman by saying, "Thank you for the offer. I wish you well in your journey, but I do not wish to take care of the poor. My goal is to know God."

The women looked at him curiously. The old man said nothing and smiled.

The boy grew still for a while and did nothing.

After a while, he noticed a butterfly and wondered how such a delicate creature could fly.

He felt a sense of awe over such a miraculous creation.

Then he noticed the clouds in the sky and was amazed by the thought that these floating islands held water in them, yet they did not fall.

He felt a sense of wonder over such an ingenious design.

Next he saw a group of ants working together, and he marveled at their cooperation and single-mindedness of purpose.

He felt a sense of astonishment over such beautiful harmony.

Finally, he saw a light in the eyes of the old man, and he could not believe the amount of love he saw in the old man's eyes.

He immediately felt a sense of unity with everyone and everything.

"Did you find what you were looking for?" asked the old man.

"Yes, I did," replied the young boy. "I have now found what I first sought so many years ago."

"It seemed to take a bit longer than you intended," observed the old man as he smiled.

"Perhaps," said the boy. "But it took just as long as I really wanted it to take."

"Indeed," said the old man. "I know that is true. How do you know that is true?"

The boy began, "When I started out I was more interested in feeling righteous than I was in knowing God. I got what I wanted, and many people observed how righteous I was."

"I see," said the old man.

"Then I was more interested in learning information about God and understanding what humans believe about God," continued the boy. "I learned and memorized many of humankind's ideas about God, and I proved my intelligence."

"This is true," replied the old man.

"Then I wanted to prove I was a kind person," said the boy. "I gave my life to serving those without homes and I called them 'needy' even though I needed them to feel good about myself just as much as they needed me to help them get shelter."

"Quite insightful," remarked the old man.

"Then I had a need to prove I was powerful," continued the boy. "I learned how to postpone death and felt god-like in the process, though I never felt I knew God."

"I couldn't have said it better myself," agreed the old man.

"So now what do you want?"

"I want to be with God," the boy replied. "I think I will stay here."

As the boy said this, he looked around and noticed that all the other people around him had the same loving look he saw in the old man's eyes. They always had it. It was just not easy for him to see before.

"You will be with me even if I leave this place, won't you?" the boy asked the old man.

"I always have been with you," said the old man, "And I always will." As he said this, the young boy saw all the travelers he had met along his journey, and they all had the same loving look in their eyes.

"I guess I only saw you and got to know you when I truly wanted to," the boy concluded.

"Yes," the old man replied. "And you will always see me and know me whenever you wish."

"Thank you," the boy said. "I now know what to do with my life."

"And what is that?" asked the old man.

"Live with you in my heart always," he replied.

"What about all the books, teachings, and good deeds you have learned and lived?" asked the old man.

"They are important, but they are not truly necessary," the boy replied. "As long as I keep you first in my heart always I will know how to live."

"And what about the homeless people, hungry people and sick people?" asked the old man. "Don't they need you?"

"They don't really need me, though it felt great to think they did," the boy answered. "All they really need is to know God. I know they are in good hands."

"Do they even need to know God?" asked the old man.

"I don't think so," the boy replied. "I imagine you will be there for them regardless what they know."

"You know me well," the old man replied. "So now what do you intend to do with your life?"

"At some point, I think I will focus on helping those who look like they could use help, but for now I think I will just focus on knowing you," the boy answered with a smile. "I'm pretty sure the rest of the details will come to me when I need to know them."

"Indeed they will," replied the old man.